I Used To ... But Now...
by Cynthia De Anda
I used to always love being with you
But now I hate being without you.
I used to enjoy smiling with you,
But now it's not the same when I smile
without you.
I used to pick up my phone
Knowing it was you,
But now I pick up my phone wishing
it was you.
I used to love my life knowing
it was with you,
But now my life seems so miserable
without you.
I used to know you were always the one
Who would heal my broken heart,
But now my heart is broken
and I need you here to heal it.
I used to love easily,
But now it's so hard for me to love
Because the thought of losing
that one special somebody I love
more than anything
is a feeling
I don't want to feel anymore
ever again....