I Used To Be, But Now....
by Desirra Davila
My heart used to be whole
I used to see myself as a person.
My soul used to live in the sky,
Above all the problems
My mind was like another world
I would escape to.
I used to be one of the others,
Someone special
Now my heart is like a puzzle,
It's in pieces.
I now see myself as an image...
Just an image.
The world is like a landmine
And I'm afraid to take
A step in it.
My soul is now buried
in the dirt you stand on.
My mind is now a jail cell,
No place to escape
Nowhere to hide....
I no longer see myself as special
I now see myself as invisible,
A nobody
Just another individual.
I feel like no one understands me
No one gets me
People read me wrong.
They don't comprehend
What I say or do
Therefore
I am
Invisible
A nobody
Just another individual....